How I became who I am?

As a youngster I had all the dreams people do, handsome boyfriend, get a career, start a family get stability.  The only part was that I made all the wrongs choices and that make me became who I am. After I got married everything in my dreamworld turned down.  I had a husband who was absent from home most of the time even after I got pregnant.  I felt extremely lonely and my baby became my hope to stay busy. My baby was born and things never changed. Finally we ended up in a divorce.

Then for 5 years struggling, I met someone who kind of share my same dreams and hopes.  We started a relationship but after a couple of months I was pregnant. He changed the way he treated me and became more distant, until one day he asked me to marry him.  Got my kid but he joined the Army which make me stay alone with my kids most of the time. After he decided to leave home and we ended up in a divorce.

Now I'm a single mom, 3 kids, no job, no house, no stability.  Found myself struggling everyday to give my kids a glimpse of a normal childhood.  I hope one day my kids read this blog and found out who I really was.